I'm still breathing.. Barely

Here is my day. 5:30 am and I'm off shower, getting completely ready, hopefully have 10 minutes before the kids get up, if so I get on the computer to either check into my class or print something for work. By 7 getting kids up, breakfast, doing dishes, packing Mac's lunch, arguing with both about clothing, we are out the door at 7:55, Mac is dropped off at school at 8, and Colt and I head across town to school/work which I have to be there by 8:30 (yep I'm lucky if I'm there 5 min early, drives me crazy!), and my workday starts, that ends at 5:30 pm, my hour lunch break in normally there because I am "working" off my childcare and doing some sort of curriculum/class prep, we normally don't get out the door until 6, home by 6:30, eat dinner, kids bath, 3 mights a week I have to log in and do school work, by 8 the kids are getting ready for bed, once tucked in, I shower, and collapse in my own bed. UGH I"M TIRED!!!!

So this whole going back to school thing, at first I think I can do this, totally easy, lol yep, well 3 weeks in and now the assignments start... AND in order for my employer to reimburse me for these course I have to get a C or better, WHAT?! Don't they know a D is passing?

Then I work on my off time to pay for my childcare, not really a big deal, mostly I stay on my lunch break, prepping crafts, printing curriculum, and one day a weekend (because as the hubs puts it I'm a freak and wake up at 5) I get up and do about an hour of lesson planning at home. Well I'm doing it for myself and 2 co-workers, the other 3's teachers. Yea well Friday night I felt the need to say fuck you to them both! When going to give them all of next week printed, separated, paper clipped curriculum, I see they both have weeks worth of curriculum siting around that they haven't used! REALLY!!! I'm busting my ass, wasting paper, we get charged per copy. And you two aren't using the shit?! One out of pure laziness one because of he constant temper tantrums! Hello be the teacher not the child! Damn people!

Why must you make me be a bitch!

Oh Boy I did it again... After my last big trouble with posting on FB, I decided I wouldn't bitch about work on there anymore! Yes I know, kinda dumb to complain about people I work with if they can read it!!! So I broke my rule! Dang bitches piss me off!

So I've started back to school, ugh aren't I too old for this?! And I say to another co-worker and she's also in the class, that I haven't posted yet because I don't want to offend another co-worker in our class (ok boss), I laugh and say you know me, at times I can offend her with my mouth! haha its a joke!
WAIT, hold the phone, I forgot the most important part! The post we have to do is why we want to be in a management posistion? What has happened at your previous/current job to make you realize this a venture you want to take...
Ok back to Miss High and Mighty. So she has the nerve to say "Yea well after your FB post we ALL know you can offend Dawn" Imagine me right now mouth hanging open... BITCH! Umm not any of your concern but that was not about her it was about this whole place. Do you know what she said?! Oh sure after the tiff you two had that morning. Ok so I'm trying to not blow my top here, there are litle ones around! I say well regardless it was all worked out, and she says oh yea I know. LIKE SHE KNOWS!!!!!!!
Who does she think she is?! Another one of the many directors? Nope thats right youre not cause you got 4 years of teaching to do! And even when you are a director, no one will care, because in this place its just a title, it don't mean SHIT!

So and I quote (on fb of course!) "Those who sit high in the saddle, have farther to fall" ;0) Oh yea thats just for you!!!!

Oh boy the fun has begun!

Today the kids and I get to stay home! But instead of relaxing I have a TON to do! Since I'm home, I figured I should do some house cleaning. Yes if you remember correctly I clean (really clean) on the weekends, but as far as the hubs aka Mr Clean is concerned there is always SOMETHING messy that should be cleaned!!! I also need to finish prepping this weeks curriculum for my class and the the other two 3's classes. AND I started back at school! Whoosh! I'm tired already! And so far all I've done is my first post for both classes and made cinnamon rolls ;) Oh how I can see this day slipping away from me already!!!

I AM a housewife! Well only on the weekends

This is how I feel from the moment I walk out the door Monday morning at 7:50 until I wake up Saturday morning :)

So This past Saturdays the poor hubby had to work, super rare on a weekend. I on the other hand wasn't to bummed, because I HATE to clean with him around lurking over my shoulder!!! He's like my very own Mr Clean! As soon as he walked out the door at 5:30 I was up scrubbing toilets. The kids were sleeping on the couch, so I took a break got coffee and blogged for a bit. Then I proceeded to vacuum the WHOLE house (yes I'm yelling!), I go to dump the canister, its empty!!! FUCK! Stupid vacuum! Hubs get a pissed off text. we've been "saving" this vacuums life for over a year I'm done! So that started my morning off a little rocky, mind you I still have to go to HIS family's birthday party! UGH! And its too early to drink! Then I'm doing my dishes, and what do you think happened??? My one and only (and pretty etched zebra C) wine GLASS decided to commit suicide off the bar, but hello its carpet, it wont break right? WRONG!!!! SHATTERED!!!! How sad! Now I have no vacuum to clean all this up, and I have no wine glass to drink my sorrows away!

I guess its time to pull out the red solo cup.....

Needless to say, that night, after the birthday party, blah, Hubby got me (OK really him) a new and amazing vacuum!!! And of course who used it first??? That's right Mr Clean!

Woohoo I did it! I think!

 Yes! I made it through he first week of January 2012 at work without getting really pissed off (I get mad easy, I'm taking baby steps!) or pissing anyone off! OK OK not totally true... I know a certain someone was a little pissy by yesterday evening, but hey, she gets mad at the drop of the hat, so I am NOT taking full responsibility on that!

 After a pretty insane last few months, I am an emotional nutcase. I don't leave work at work, and quite frankly I was just spent by the time I walked through the door, I had nothing to give my own family. I made a "work" new years resolution. I've got to remember, lol they are never going to do it the way I would, so I need to just chill out! I need to worry about my class and my child that is here, and let the rest work itself out! I mean jeez I'm not running for freaking president here! Besides, I have a great class, parents who actually care whats going on, and my son's teacher has her stuff together and is getting him ready for kinder in the fall. WHY AM I STRESSING!!! Oh wait I know, Mike says I love drama! Pssh! Whatever! Its called I don't like people using preschool teaching as a babysitting job! That's why those of us that work our asses off are actually UNDER PAID!!! OK enough said! Whether I'm under paid or not I'm thankful for a job I love :) This week one student came back after being out sick for a few weeks, another (who is very dear to me) had surgery this past week. So I'm praying she comes back soon, I can't go long with out seeing that girl! And then to top it off I gave a mom a tour of my class, and she signed her son up to start Monday!!! God is good!

  I'll be going through my pictures to get all our Christmas crafts together and share on one post ;) Please share! I'll have this class next year, I can't send home the same stuff!!!

Have a great weekend!

So...

I guess at times I have a lot to say, um maybe too much, and my mouth tends to get me in a deep hole I can NOT very easily (or maybe gracefully) get out of! So after having this blog, yes very naked blog, for over a year. I figure, here's a place I can voice my opinions, talk about shit that bugs me but really doesn't matter, share my cute crafts I do with my class, my kids and hubby, and so forth. Well at least until too many people catch wind of this and shut me down hehe! Have a great day!